#13- Resurface

Assalamualaikum,

HELLO AGAIN. I'm sorry for going MIA for a couple of weeks. I had my reasons. Quizzes and presentation and all. Finals is around the corner. I must say I am so not ready for it. But I'm just gonna study and go through finals like it's just some mid term test in highschool. So, Finals, COME TO ME BRO. Haha. So yeah, the final will start from the 29th of October Till the 4th of November. Yes. The 4th. 

Aquaria KLCC, October 2012

So this is my first Final exam where I sit for it on weekends. I feel a lot more stressed due to the short time given to study. I feel like, time just passes by so fast and it caught me off guard. Just by a blink of an eye, its almost finals. It feels just like yesterday when I was crying in my car because I had to leave everything behind. And Alhamdulillah, I'm fine here. Thank you Allah.

All that I'm hoping and wishing for now is that I'll do good in my  final exam and make my Mom proud.  InsyaAllah :)

The Typewriter,

-Anis-

#12 - A girl and an apple

Girls are like apples on trees. The best ones are at the top of the tree. The boys don't want to reach for the good ones because they are afraid of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they just get the rotten apples from the grounds that aren’t as good, but easy. So the apples at the top think something is wrong with them, when in reality, they're amazing. They just have to wait for the right boy to come along, the one who's brave enough to climb all the way to the top of the tree.

Central Market, July 2012

It is true. Girls are like apples. But they chase their fantasy about their Prince Charming that will do anything for them. The question is do you really think someone is going to climb the tree for you? Even if someone does climb the tree, what makes he is coming to you? So, stop dreaming. If you think you hate for being single while your friends are married or having a relationship, then do something. Don’t ever be stupid apples.

The Typewriter,

-Anis-

#11 - Mishap

It's been ages without writing a post. Surprisingly, I have a strong desire to write again. I'm grateful for all the suffering I have gone through, since it's made me appreciate everything so much more.

2nd SBE, at Terengganu, August 2012

Things maybe different now, but while I'm busy going through the new chapter of life, I'm still looking back to the previous chapters and it brought me into tears without even realizing it. How depress it was, life must go on.

The Typewriter,

-Anis-

Happy Birthday,Friends :)

August 09,2012. Happy 20th birthday to my friends Anisah and Atikah. I just realized that I have to steal a little more time to keep this blog alive. So today is my friends birthday,both the A's. Anisah and Atikah. I'm sure that they will be smiling all day and nothing they can do except be thankful for such a wonderful birthday. I'm sorry because we didn't get any free time during your birthday. So we didn't have an opportunity to celebrate it just like what we used to do the previous year.

Triple A. From left, Atikah - Anis - Anisah :)

All that I can do is to wish all the best for both of you. Have a wonderful birthday ahead. Remember that it's funny how things can drastically change every single day. As we have grown older, we are immensely grateful for all the things that we have. Some things don't last forever, but some things do. As it stands now, the thing as far as all of us have been getting better eventhough we were left with a broken heart along our life journey. Therefore, enjoy and live your life to the fullest. Just do it and enjoy every moment that will come along the way. Happy 20th birthday,fellas :)

The Typewriter,

-Anis-

# 10 - Nobody =)

Nobody knows the real me. Nobody knows how many times I have sat in my room and cried, how many times I have lost hope, how many times I have been let down. Nobody knows how many times I have to hold back tears, how many times I have felt like I’m about to snap but don’t just for the sake of others. Nobody knows the thoughts that go through my head whenever I’m sad, how horrible they truly are. Nobody knows me, and sometimes this is what I like most.

Genting Highlands, July 2012

Those feelings you have that you so desperately want to scream out but you can’t because it will just start a drama that you are not ready to deal with so you just keep them inside and let them fester until it is the right time to just say it.I have always wanted to be the one of those people who didn’t really care that much about what people thought about them. But I just don’t think I am. I am fragile.

The Typewriter,

-Anis-

# 9 - Learn =)

I’ve learned that no matter what happens or how bad it seems today, life does go on and it will be better tomorrow. I’ve learned that regardless of your relationship with your parents, you will miss them when they are gone from your life. I have learned that making a living is not the same thing as making a life. I’ve learned that life sometimes gives you a second chance. I’ve learned that you should not go through life with a catcher’s mitt on both hands. You need to be able to throw something back.

5 Hijau 2003, Sekolah Kebangsaan Senawang

 I’ve learned that whenever I decide something with an open heart, I usually make the right decision. I’ve learned that even when I have pains, I don’t have to be one. I’ve learned that every day you should reach out and touch someone. People love a warm hug or just a friendly pat on the back. I’ve learned that I still have a lot to learn. I’ve learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did but people will never forget how you made them feel.

The Typewriter,

-anis-

# 8 - A boy =)

Every girl needs a man. You know the kind that’ll treat you right. The kind that has enough respect for you and is willing to change, just to be with you. The kind that searches for you with all his heart & that can be trusted in a room full of beautiful girls. Every girl needs a man who won’t cheat on her because he knows she’s got all that he wants & needs already. He won’t mind calling you early in the morning just to say good morning or late at night to say good night; maybe even sing you a good morning song & tell you a bedtime story or talk to you until you fall asleep. This guy will be the kind that’ll do anything for you, even if it’s to just go to the store & buy you your favourite kind of candy. 

Nur Lembah Pangsun, Hulu Langat

He would defend & fight for you & wouldn’t bail on you for his friends when you need him most. The kind that won’t leave you lonely & wondering; the one that calls you surprisingly, even if he’s out with his friend, to just  tell you that he loves & misses you a lot. The kind that isn’t afraid to smile to his friends every time you’re around & tell them, “She’s the one”. The kind that appreciates you for the things you do for him, even if they’re little. The ones that actually thank you for the little love notes you leave him, waits for you when you’re falling behind, and opens doors for you. 

Cultural Night, Bina Insan Guru

The kind of guy that notices your hair when you just got it cut or done beautifully for him. He would remind you that he loves you and that he’s happy to be with you, just in case you forget. You deserve a guy that will call you beautiful instead of hot, who kisses your forehead when you’re down, tells you to be strong and to not cry, and when you do cry, he’d cry with you when times are hard. The kind that will go through thick and thin with and for you. The kind that just loves you for who you are and not for who you aren’t and loves you because you’re his favourite girl in the whole wide world.

The Typewriter,

-Anis-