Thursday, March 14, 2013

# 23 - To Stay or Not To Stay?



 

I've re-writing this post over and over again trying to write something worth reading. And until now, nothing is worth reading. *sigh*.
Something worth reading.

Exes. Past relationships. Memories. Regrets. Everybody has them. Including myself. Generally, there's always that somebody that you'll always remember, that you'll always love, even if it’s over. Even if he/she is not yours anymore. Always. Your first love maybe, high school sweetheart maybe. Who knows but there's always THAT somebody. 


Random Picture, Permaisuri Lake, 2012


The question now is, is it a good thing to hold on to the past? How do you move on if you still hold in to it? For how long? Forever? Your future relationship ain't gonna work if you still hold on to the past. You can't. It’s not now it works. You need to focus on one person and one person only. Never start a relationship if you're still hooked on somebody else. It’s just wrong. So wrong. Never give a false hope. Never. It’s not right. It hurts. Sometimes you just have to let go of something so dear to you to gain something more precious. But, we can only plan but Allah SWT handles it for us. And it’s for the better. Everything that has happens to you in your life has a reason. If it’s meant to be, it’s meant to be but you can't force it to be. Haha. Get what I mean?


I guess it’s time for me to HEAD OUT since I'm starting to write something out of context. Haha. Till next time. :)



The Typewriter,
-Anis-

# 22 - Oh No.



 

Assalamualaikum.

I AM STRESSED OUT AND TIRED. Haha. Have you ever heard the malay saying that goes like " Kalau badan dah gemuk, maknanya bahagia.", I thought I got fat because of happiness. Then lately I realized that I've been consuming too much food. Unnecessary food that is. Junk food, chocolates, Ice cream and stuff. I'm gaining weight. 


Chubby Cheek, IPTech

Gaining it fast! No funny matter. I tend to crave for sweet stuff when I'm mad or upset or sad or tired even. I just don't know why. I don't think It's healthy for me. Heck, I don't think it’s healthy for anyone. It's becoming an issue to me. And it scares me for some reason. I don't want to fall sick. Nobody wants to fall sick.



The Typewriter,
-Anis-