# 18 - She's Sherot.

This is Siti Nur Shahirah Baharun. She's my since born best friend / friend-in-crime / adviser. People say a lotttttttttttt of things about her. Both good and bad things. But still I stuck with her. I love her even if she's a mean person. Haha. That’s one of her qualities. I'm the 1st who called out her name as Sherot. Idk why, but I just love to call her that way.

Kindergarten - Secondary School - 1st year of college

She taught me a lot of things. She taught me to grow up and just do whatever I want. Cause she does that.So many things has changed over the past few months, She's gotten prettier, nicer, sweeter and I've became fatter, A BIT taller, more mature and I grew up. But I know in that picture I look like a freaking toddler. Ha-ha. So yeah, that's Sherot.

The Typewriter,

-Anis-

# 17 - My Abah, My Hero.

 Assalamualaikum,

I believe that most of my qualities and flaws come from my dad. The apple didn't fall far from the tree. He's not so small in size, cool, food hunter and a real hunter basically. Same goes here. 

I miss him a lot. I know that even if I'm the naughtiest and the worst daughter he could ever have but he loves me. He cares about me and proud of me. I know he wants the best for me. 

Somewhere which I didn't really know where and when

His awkwardness and unintended snobbishness explains who he is. Mr. Abdullah Bin Jaafar. My proud and loving father. 

In these pictures above, in order to find my dad you just have to look for the Chinese look guy in the picture. Hehe. And the last couple of pictures are my favourite photograph with him. He is a guy who's one of the reason why I am alive. Literally.

Home Sweet Home, 1998

The Typewriter,

-Anis-

# 16 - You, of All People.

Assalamualaikum,

This man I'm gonna write about here is Rais Rafiee. He has been a close friend of mine since 2008. We know each other quite well. In and out. We argued a lot throughout the years of knowing each other. And still do as the matter of fact. We disagree on many things. We love different types of music genre. We mingle in a very different social circle. To cut things short, we're literally two different people. I know most of you don't care to know about our non-existent relationship but I of most people do.

He's an amazing guy. No, he might not be my boyfriend but he's a great company to me. Well yeah he may have this annoying attitude where he goes vain a lot and daydream every minute he can but that's kinda a thing that makes him special. Aside the fact that if you ask him anything related to games and engineering stuff, he'll know what to answer. When I say everything, I meant EVERYTHING. 

Somewhere on road,  2011

Ahh yes, I may have exaggerated a few things but wth. Some people may not like him cause he may come out a bit.. hm.. snobbish? But I know him well enough to understand that he's a shy mouse and he doesn't speak a lot to people cause when he does, he says some weird shizz. I swear. You can be uncomfortable around him if you're not used to it. So that's why he stays quiet around people. Unless he knows you're okay with weird stuff that's gonna come out off his mouth. And if he's comfortable too. And I am way beyond comfortable. And believe me when I say, I've some really deep weird stuff you can never imagine hearing from a guy like him.

All I'm trying to say here is that he is an awesome man. I'd be damn if he ends up with someone who doesn't deserve him. He's like family to me. Blood and flesh. But lets end this before I start to write things I'm not supposed to. Even though I know this whole post, isn't suppose to be written but who cares. I want people to know how awesome my best buddy is. Oh btw, hey there Rais if you're reading this just ignore it and do as if you never read this post okay! LOL

The Typewriter,

-Anis-

# 15 - This is me

I’m actually a really shy person. Like when you first meet me, our conversation is going to be awkward no matter what because I wouldn’t have any idea what to talk about. 

Iptech Hall,  Sept. 2012

It is also worse when you are cute. But if you wait a little I will get comfortable talking with you. Then I will start talking that I will annoy you. I do love to talks a lot. 

The Typewriter,

-Anis-

#14 - A Sense of What I think Is Logic.

We all have feelings right? Allah SWT created us with feelings. Uncountable amount of feelings. Sometimes we don't even know how to differentiate those feelings. Means, mixed feelings lah to cut things short.

I hate people easily. Thats just entirely my fault cause you know, people annoy me. Especially typical people. I bet people hate me too so I dont feel bad hating people. Hehe. BUT, I must say in my religion, they teach us to love one another. Countless of skin colour, what holy book you refer in life, what school you go, what clothes you wear, it's just the question respect. 

That's why I think as an immature 20 years old, war is really unnecessary. I know most of you must be like (yaaah, you don't say mannn), but at least I'm trying to say something here.

Munir's in blue, Home Sweet Home

What's going on in the land of Palestine is tragic for me. My heart goes to them. I, as an 20 years old student can't do much about it. I don't have money to donate, don't have the power to stop the war. All I can do is pray for them. I hope so much one day Allah SWT will show them what's right and give them what they deserve. Freedom. Freedom to walk around. Freedom to go to school and learn and go to work to raise a happy family. Why can't they do that?

We, Malaysian. We live in peace. Alhamdulillah for that. But because of this, we tend to forget about the unfortunate people that are fighting for their lives. Innocent people are dead for what? What do they gain? Why do they do this. Tell me, and explain to me cause I for one person need to know. 

Lives has been taken away like it has no meaning. Every day. Every single day people die. I can't imagine if it happens to me. How heart breaking it is for me to read news from GAZA. And it's more heart breaking to know that I can't do anything but pray. And I know, Allah SWT knows, that it's enough. What goes around, comes around. May Allah protects them, and may they live in peace. InsyaAllah. Amin

Typewriter,

-Anis-