Maybe it's true. Maybe not.
When people said that "Your words might define who you are". How do I suppose to believe
that rumour whereas
I'd live in a world that full of lies and hypocrites? If I ask this question to
anyone, I know they don't have any ideas to answer it. No matter how I've tried
to be such a good girl, people still judge me. People won't satisfied with me at all as long as they still don’t know
the wholly about me.
People going to say that, say this and bla bla bla. There's a time which I
can't be myself although
I don't want to and I have to. Especially when nowadays I've been exposed to
various kinds of people. It was tough for me to resist such a lot of influences. Although most of them were
my friends, I won't be such a dumb girl
as I've to follow every single word that
has been said by them.
Random me at random place, 2011 |
Sometimes, silent are the best policy for me. I've been
through a lot of tough moments. Yes, I'd love to make mistakes which is I'll learn from
it to educate myself
and be ready to face the
real world. I’m twenty. And
now I knew that world is not too beautiful as
much as my imagination did. Thing is, it's better for you to be a good listener than be such a sweet talker. You didn't realize
what have you said and from that people will simply label you as what they want too.
So, beware. But, when people have labelled me,
like anything, their thoughts about me, all I want to say is I never care. I
never was.
The Typewriter,
-Anis-